Tuesday, April 10, 2007

MILF in the making...

I'm done having babies... and camel toe.

It's not easy being a mom of 2, wife of 1, an employee and a college student. Yet, here I am walking the walk and talking the talk. I've been trying to relish in the fact that i'm busting out each of my goals one by one. Yet, I am tired on this journey. My feet are dragging, i'm irritable, not fun and quite frankly i've reached the point of no return. Either i'm going to have a heart attack or a breakdown.

I've been heavy for most of my life. I weighed 110 lbs in 5th grade. From there, I went on to gain 115 lbs and in my senior year tipped the scales at 225. I lost weight in 2002 and was at my lowest weight of 169. From that point, I met my husband, got married and had two babies. I am ashamed to say that I gained 105 lbs in a matter of 5 years. I now weigh 275.

So many things happened between the end of high school and the beginning of my college years, working young-adult life, to now. I believe in order to get to the thinner me I desire, I will need to wade through ALL OF IT.

I am making this diary public. Anyone can read it. Maybe it will give someone hope and inspiration. Maybe it will give someone a reason to be happy about their lives - in the "At least I don't look like her" sense. Maybe, it will give someone something to do on lunch hour.

In any case, welcome to my blog.

Until Next Time,

The Angry Fat Woman


 

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